Thursday, May 7, 2009

Wheezy

Cough. I give this.. cough cough.. rather I give my... cough... lungs up to you. I ask for healing. Cough. Not just from this case of bronchitis but for... cough.. all of them.. wheeze. And for my mother's bouts with it as well. Wheeze. Heck. All of my families bouts with varying problems with allergies.. wheeze.. and asthma type stuff. Cough. Be my breath Lord. Fill my lungs up with you. 

Monday, May 4, 2009

Knit them and open her mouth

Father, you formed us in our mother's wombs, knit us together as you are knitting my second right now. Dear Lord, please knit well. Cover this new little one from head to toe in your goodness. Cover Kaiya in it as well. Open her mouth Lord so that she can talk, teach her words, the words she knows help them be more clear, and help her learn to speak in sentences. So she can praise you. Talk to others and make little friends. Teach us how to be parents, Father, as you are, and help us learn how to learn better for them. 

UPDATE SHE IS TALKING MUCH BETTER. AT THE BIBLE CLUBS SHE EVEN SAID "GENESIS" YEAH

Friday, May 1, 2009

I turn my promotion over to you.

I keep struggling with this, Jesus, I really do. But you suffered so much worse. This is a small thing it really is. I think what sticks in me about it is it feels like you blessed me. You helped me do so well on my test and it feels like the enemy is behind keeping what I deserve from me. But maybe it's not about that. Maybe I need to just wait on you. And trust. Trust that you know what you are doing. And that you know the exact minute when I will promote and where I will end up and all of that. Like each hair on my head and what not. Help me wait. Help me turn this over to you. 
ANSWERED: STATING THIS SUNDAY 4/24/09 I OFFICIALLY GET PROMOTED, YEAH!